Hello from Ireland,
In the past, I had a number of “experiences” that lead me to read more about Vywamus and other Beings and other Worlds. I would say that Vywamus, along with Djwal Khul, helped me step out of the fear and also helped me “remove stuff” that kept me in fear. For that I am grateful beyond words. Since then, however, I have seriously doubted myself for one reason and another. I would like to think that I am an awakened being and perhaps someone with a mission and purpose, but so far, nothing seems to be happening that would indicate that. I was quite “delusional” about myself thinking I may be someone important in this crazy world! How can I be sure what I am here to do and accomplish? I seem to have no discernible gifts or purpose although I am waiting for something, I don’t quite know what, to happen.
Thank you for this opportunity to write to you and thank you, Vywamus, for your help in the past, I still call on you when I need help!
Regards,
Pamela Davis
Dear Pamela,
You are in a period of gestation – a time of questioning and doubt waiting to know your next step — which occurs with everyone on a spiritual path, usually more than once. Have no doubt that there is a purpose for which you have incarnated here, and that your soul is already moving toward fulfilling it, even if your mind does not see it clearly as yet. As various conditions in your life and within you come together, you will also have some “answers” for your mind about what has been going on. Meanwhile, you can help the process along by removing certain obstacles and by learning to more easily recognize the subtle cues that are nudging you along on your true path.
With some obstacles you have already made great progress, in stepping out of fear, for example. Another obstacle that many of you face right now is the limiting mental framework in which you were brought up. In this framework, the importance of your accomplishments is judged by material standards such as power, fame, and wealth. Yet most of you on spiritual paths at this time have “been there, done that” in other lives already. You have been leaders, or well known, or powerful in other ways and made an obvious mark on the events of your time and place. That was the old form of being important and making a difference in your world. Now, in this phase of human evolution, it is time to step out of the old, narrower way of thinking and into the realization that you are an infinite being, and that Infinity expresses itself in all you do. Every least thing you do, whether it seems “important” to you or not, is Infinity acting in you, and it influences all of humanity and all of your world.
How do you decide which things to do? There are already, or will be when you notice them, certain situations which present themselves in your everyday life, choices to be made and so forth, and if you approach each of them in a sense of oneness with the Infinity in you, you will usually feel an inclination to make one choice rather than another. Based on that choice, another choice point will arise, and soon, if you continue to make these “little choices” in a way consistent with the Infinity within you, you will sense you are being led on your true path. You often may not have a complete vision of your mission at the start, but only of the next step that seems right to take. Then, at a certain point, you may look back and see where all these “little steps” have been leading you and how they are coming together, and at that point you may have a clear vision of the whole.
Yet now while you are in the midst of uncertainty, do not think that nothing is happening. Everything is happening! Just stay at one with the Infinite in you, and make the choices that feel right in the moment. If you’re doing that, you’re already fulfilling your soul’s purpose whether your mind knows what it is or not. And eventually your mind will catch up and you will also see with your mind’s eye exactly what is your purpose and what you are and will be contributing to the world.
I and other guides are always with you to help you along on your path, with our energies and our guidance. You may wish to read the section on Guidelines for Further Opening to Spirit and Receiving Higher Guidance on my Newsletter page in this web site for more suggestions. Some of these suggestions you are following already, but others you may wish to try out. Meanwhile, please keep calling on me or other guides whenever you need us. It is our pleasure to help you along.
Blessings,
Vywamus