Dear Vywmaus,
Do you know me? Who am I? What is my purpose in life? I feel like I don’t belong here. Since I had ilahinoor energy from Kiara, I see number 11 a lot around and every scenario is happening twice. I am with my twinflame. …I gave birth to my daughter in 2007 just like gaia was giving birth to the female energy… At the moment I feel like I am on a mountain top and dont know where to go from here. Can you please guide me? …There was a message in the internet from extraterrestrials recently… They ask if we would like them to show up. I read in several sites that some extraterrestrials… downsized our spritual nature so that we are trapped in our physical bodies and forget our divine source. So, although I would like to get in touch with the extraterrestrials, I feel a lot of fear.
Thank you so much,
G.
Dear G.,
With the number of specific questions and concerns you bring up you would certainly benefit from one or more individual sessions with someone you trust, if that could be arranged. These issues you bring up deserve a great deal more time and space than can be managed on this page. However, I have made some general suggestions for you here, since there are many others like you who are dealing with some of the same challenges.
You ask if I know you. Yes. You are a beautiful soul whose main purpose in life, as with all humans, is to enter higher consciousness. Other roles will grow out of that. Your feeling of not belonging is mostly attributable to your problem in being fully present in the world. There is an imbalance here, in that, like many others, you tend to spend much time in your mind, without being very present in your physical body or your emotional body. Often when you do experience your body or emotions, this is not a direct experience but done through your mind.
Your mind has been keeping you very busy, and the more spiritual or other “information” you feed it, the faster it goes. Moreover, some of the material you’re getting is not really accurate in the reality you live in, and it may be hard to be sure about which information to trust. Simply adding more and more information will not help you decide. In trying to make judgments about spiritual information and about everyday problems, if you stay in your mind alone, you never arrive at any deep sense of certainty about the choices you make. And having so much going on in your head can become a torture.
You need to slow down and become more grounded in your body. One good way to do this is through movement and dancing, paying attention to what sensations you experience in your body while moving. If emotions come up, let them also flow through your body in movement. Just be with fear, love, joy, anger, sadness, as they are expressed in your body. Don’t try to figure anything out. Insight may come afterward.
Then, when you have worked with your body and emotions, experiment with finding the forms of meditation that work best for you. Doing this enables you to enter a higher level of consciousness, beyond the mind, where you will find “answers” to your questions and concerns about relationships, work, and your path in life, and where you will be able to create a reality for yourself that is safe and joyful.
For more details on how to do this work with yourself, look through the letters on this web page, where I have responded to a number of others who have similar needs to yours. I and other guides are aware of your struggles and are with you always. Call on us for energy and support.
Blessings,
Vywamus