Are you still with me VY?
I feel that I have lost the connection. Why
in this journey have I lost you? Do I listen and not hear?
Lynn
Dear Lynn,
You are not alone, there are many others on the spiritual path who at times feel a loss of the connection to Spirit they have felt before. In fact, this is almost the norm. Let me assure you that this is usually temporary, and let me assure you also that you have not lost me, and I am still right there with you. And that we even meet in the dream state and continue our conversations, though you probably don’t remember them.
You are temporarily in a kind of limbo, and as I said, this is not uncommon. What it usually means is that you are in some form of transition. Some things are on hold, while other things are emerging. In your case, as with many others, this is a transition to reaching a deeper and broader level of yourself, and of your communication with me. And it will usually involve the removing of some blocks that have kept you from moving along on your path. You haven’t lost what you learned before, but you’re integrating something more into the mix. Right now it can seem as if your consciousness is more bound to the surface level and tied up with everyday mundane matters, and that as regards the spiritual realm, there’s a void and nothing is happening. Yet many things are going on below the surface, and some obstacles to your progress are ready to be removed.
My advice to you at this time is: surrender. Surrender to what is, accept that this is what is right now. If you’re feeling frustrated, or bored and empty, deprived of a certain kind of joy, and if your ego is pushing you to find a way out of that uncomfortable state, you may even be blaming yourself for not finding a way through this situation. Surrender to all that. Just be with it all and wait. You are being asked to do this. This stage is just as surely a part of your spiritual path as other stages where you feel “in the flow,” connected to me and to the universe, and more able to hear my voice. For now, be present with what is. Observe and accept all that occurs and your feelings about it, and see what you learn.
It may also be helpful to experiment with other forms of meditation than what you are used to. Or to give bodily expression through movement or dance or voice to any feelings of frustration or sadness you’re experiencing. Some of the key issues of your life will likely come up at this point, issues that could be blocking your going further on your path and/or blocking your better feeling your connection with me. If you notice these issues arising, it means it’s the perfect opportunity to address them. See what you need to do. I will send you insights and inspirations to guide you.
Be sure that I am with you and our connection is alive and well. If you have a visual image of what I look like, bring that image to mind every so often, even if you’re not getting any words. Imagine yourself in my presence, in silence. If you don’t have a visual image, you may have a sense of my energy. If so, be present with me that way. The more often you do this, the stronger our relationship will get. This deepening of our connection is in a nonverbal stage right now, where you need to listen more to what is beyond the words. Eventually, our connection will again have words, but it will be at a deeper level.
Finally, know that I and the other guides at this level love you and understand your struggles. We are with you. Always.
Fondly,
Vywamus